moving

different people take to changes differently. i for one, love changes in the rush, yet minimum, taking too long to adapt to one. i guess it's all how you want it to be. if you wanna have fun, you've gotta be fun and not expect someone to be that for you. along those lines.

just came back from ocf clayton. the worship was awesome..then we broke up into cells. throughout the entire proceedings thereafter, i was just thinking about ocf parkville, entertaining thoughts such as "this person reminds me of so-and-so" "if only so-and-so-and-so were here" it's time to move on.

alot of times we dont wanna shift out because we're too comfortable. i spent last year adjusting to a new system, new school, new church, new youth group, a whole new world of friends. and then suddenly ive to move out of all that.

time and time again, i find myself asking God, what am i doing here? why me? im not in the school, course, or even youth group of my first choice. is there something here that is better? is there a bigger plan? deep in my heart, i know the answer is yes.

in ways God reveals His masterplan, our puny minds cannot fanthom.

always look on the bright side of life..dum dum. :) God has provided a job for me! tutoring a year 11 aussie girl math methods. 2 hours a wk, $20/hr. not bad eh. praise God..i was praying specifically for a job with good pay and less commitment:) He always provides.

and angels like ben (formally from parkville and now at clayton too) make the days a tad sweeter. where else can you get nice (i mean nice) pasta specially cooked and served to your doorstep? thanks lots ben.

God sends angels in the form of people to encourage us. i know one day i'll be back here rambling about how im enjoying myself in clayton. i know, i trust. :) God bless youuuu!