"Somewhere someone is... in australia and I hope she knows that she is being missed here badly in Sg by deborah chen and anghuiying. (:I really want to talk... to charlene eng wan yi."-takenfrom anghuiying's blog.thanks dear. it's really very touching to know that someone out there cares for you even though we may be miles away. i teared when i read it cos i miss you guys so badly too.
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of all the people who came to the airport to send me off in jan05, one of the people i rem the most was hy. i didnt expect her to cry, cos hy's not the sort. even my mum said she was shocked haha.
to me, hy's my strength, my conscience, the one who keeps me on track. if i ever try to imagine her voice in my head, it would be "char, you can do it one lar". "char, sure can one". or "char stop whining!".
i remember the night, at about 1am when nick msged me to pray for her dad. i was so scared and worried that i started crying. it was the night before my vce bio and i badly wanted to sleep. i knew that if it were me in tt position, hy would do anything to help me. but all i could do was pray for her over sms, and sms my dad to help her in any way, and try to sleep.
they say true friendships take years to form. i think i only knew hy in camp in sec3/4? haha. i still remember those days we would link arms and walk around, and whine to each other. yeah, we were those kind of girls you'd roll your eyes at for our girly-ness.
angang, i actually wrote a short note to you months ago, after reading one of your down/discouraged entries in your blog. its in the envelope with a stamp and your add, but i havent sent it to you cos i felt that a short note like that is too small to be sent over international mail haha.
but i just want you to know
i miss you. and the rest- deb nick charles ern. ---> and i dont even communicate with the last 2 anymore.
[hugsyou]