"and how many times, have I broken Your heart, still You forgive, if only I ask."

the inspiration behind this blog address :)

i can imagine how God admires His creation- you and me.

just like how i admire my new gadget and yearn to discover its every single detail.

how it was crafted, how it works, what it was created for, how gorgeous it is.

what makes you happy, what makes you cry, what makes you stronger, what makes you beautiful to Him.

it's not the outside that He sees; beauty lies within. it shines, it flourishes, it radiates.

when all is stripped away, where does my confidence lie?

i was conversing with two friends on outer beauty. reasoning how we cannot change the way the world views it, for that is how we are wired. first impressions and what not.

when brand names fade, when accomplishments call for dust, when titles are rendered useless- would anyone want to be me? what is my security? what is my comfort zone? how far can you push me? how far can i go? how far would i go? would You send me, for me?

I cannot change what the world thinks of the surface me, but I can change the way I think about me- by looking from God's perspective.

Reading my past diary entries, I saw a lost girl trying to fit into big shoes. As the shoes got bigger, she sunk into them but always knew that Someone would save her. That faith could move mountains. She was searching for her identity, her dreams, her vision- fighting her life. Always searching for more. Always.

"You are the best thing that has happened to me, and the world will never take, the world will never take it away."