debo: australia interstate travel? south korea? singapore? cambodia? haha. maybe you should just come to melbourne and we can chill together hahahaha. lotsa nice scenery in victoria..and i'll be able to drive by myself at the end of jan.. :) lovelove.

jasin: hahaha thanks for the post on ur blog dear:) it was really sweet:) the only thing was that eunice forgot my name and im still sore about that..:) take care okay? and what do you mean by u'll end up in aust sooner or later? you're coming? :) :)

jia: hahaha:) now who's the one whining huh. stop being emo.. but i can handle it hahaha:) -grins:) go get a calling card and call me!!!!

shuk: eh since when you call me wanyi huh..hahaha. you do? i thought everyone hated me doing that hahaha. mug hard dear and i shall see you very soon after my exams:)

hy: take care okay..what happened specifically? you fell down drooling at cute lecturers is it..;) hahaha. be careful okay:)

ernest: haha. maybe she doesnt get the humour lar..we've to take 1 hour to explain what the joke is about anyway.. -_-
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Yesterday the 1045 worship team came over to help out at Casey:) yay. Glad to have them (actually more glad to take a break) hehe. But glad to see them again:)

God moved in His own way. for some it was powerful, for me, He moved in a silent and still way. The way you know that He's speaking to you directly. The way that He touches you personally and you can't explain it.

and I've just realised a fact of life.

You do things because you have to do it. Maybe you don't want to do it, maybe you can't stand doing it, but it's part of life's lessons. Victory is the only way of survival.

Everyone has their own problems and many lack to see those of others. Each thinks their problems are the biggest. A huge problem for someone may be just a ripple in a sea of darkness for another.

For instance, I haven't grasped the privilege of studying overseas. Some want to go overseas but they aren't able to. Those overseas yearn to be home. Some doing their course can't find the purpose in doing so. Those wanting to do that course have their dreams dashed.

In the end, it's my choice. I can't choose my circumstances but I choose not to be under my circumstances. I can't choose what I feel but I can choose to be more than a conqueror. I can choose to do my best. I can choose (a lesson from the devil wears prada) to be true to myself. Maybe I'd rather not be in my shoes, but guess what, I love to be me. The me who loves God, who believes in Him and who honours Him.

and another thing I've learnt.

Most of the time, life is about yourself. Celebrating your life in a balanced fashion is important. Perhaps along the way I've offended others. But I've tried my very best to make peace with everyone past and present. At the end of the day, I have to protect myself by choosing friends who enable me to soar higher. Friends who do not gossip behind my back or criticise me during misunderstandings. Ultimately, people can judge for themselves who they choose to believe. Forgiveness is obedience. Over and out, the next step is making sure that dubious events in my life do not reoccur.

Truth be told, I'd rather be a doorkeeper at my Father's house than dwell in the tents of the wicked :)

so long:)