Everything I need is You. My Beginning my Forever.

Keep reminding myself that. It's so easy to forget. It's so easy to hate, to bear unforgiveness, to dig up what God buried and burned.

Spent the 2 days after exams shopping with some of my cell members..to chadstone on fri then bridge road with June on sat! haha love spending time with her..she just cracks me up. I like independent and street-wise girls haha. Although she claims I'm a fussy pot, I beared with her esprit urges. Me, not a big fan, but unfortunately trained by jiaying too. haha.

We bought everything except what we wanted. We were shopping for the OCF thanksgiving night, our group colour being yellow. And cos I'm not a dirty fellow, I'm only going with a tinge of yellow haha. Mostly, it was me bearing to the pain of my kik-kok shoes, sitting down while June kept trying everything, sharing the communal changing rm at country rd (honestly!), and her laughing at my messy eating of the shared subway with olives.

Then we yakked and yakked. I was trying hard to read the local daily mx newspaper on the train..but she kept disturbing me haha. June Yek! Not many people can talk to me when I'm reading and still get away with it okay! bleagh.

Now that we're considerably older and a lot more wiser, we can look back and laugh at the silliness of it all. I thought I had a bad memory, but apparently I'm not the worst. erhumph. hahaha. Yes, alot of things we cannot forget, but I'm glad we're onto something new. For her, I hope it's something that will lead on forever. For me, it's continually dusting my shoes, cleaning and shining them until they are fit for a queen.

So that means getting rid of things that are in the way. So it means giving up on people. Giving up on friendships. Forgiving, and walking away knowing I tried the best I knew then. Knowing that I never wasted my time, because time is never wasted these two - God and people.

Love your neighbour as yourself.

If you love Me, feed my sheep.

I'm so excited. I'm really. I'm happy to be 19, soon. It's been a great year! I think God has brought me onto new things. A dream I've always wanted to do with Him, a relationship with Him as first in my life. And some record breakers around here. hahaha. I thought I'd never make it this far, but it's His grace that has brought me through.

With all I'm holding inside, with all my hopes and desires, and all the dreams that I've dreamt.
You say You want all of me, I wouldn't have it any other way!

You're the best thing that has happened to me, and the world will never take, the world will NEVER TAKE IT AWAY!