mich: COME HERE lar. and yeah you know the Casey camp was awesome!God really broke through for us, and we prayed for the 1045 team- wes jim sweet kelv kenli and yulie etc..im sure they were greatly blessed too:) praise God. come back soon, so many babies coming soon! yeah! i think 07 will be a great and awesome year:)

jasin: haha thanks dear. merry christmas too! what did you do for christmas? haha i went to a few parties here and there haha..had lotsa fun! :) take care dear:)

shuk: yeah i wont..maybe end of 07? see how it goes haha..are you having fun in sg? ive been visiting random places here and it's really hot today..okay lar, 36C haha hot enough to complain right haha.:) loveee

lyn: hi aunt lyn!!! how are you? great to hear from you haha. yeah, we had a great christmas with mum here..went around visiting old friends and all..im sure you guys had fun too!:) would love to visit london some day, maybe not for studies but for the holidays:) God bless the both of you lots!! :)

rawr: haha merry christmas too dear. hope everything's going smoothly yeah:) hope all's settled too:) update okay!

yannn: HELLO haha..happy new year dearie..did you have fun or countdown somewhere? hahaha:)

tomato: hey thanks lots! how's msia? is it nice being home? haha have a great 07 too..im sure God will bless you greatly when you continue to trust in Him:)

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haha it's been a great 2006. praise God, for He's always there.

I learnt alot in 2006. I learnt how to be more dependent on God, to put Him first in my life and to serve Him with the little talents He has given me. Personally, that's a big breakthrough for me. It's been something I've really wanted to see come through since I was 13.

Looking back, God's been training me for now, for today. Perhaps I haven't figured why some things did happen, but that's not important anymore. I'm not fighting against the flow as I used to, I'm not disgruntled with where I am today, and I'm not hurting those around me. I think that's enough reason to be contented with this stage of my life.

It's the stage where I'm yearning for more, asking for more and dreaming for more. But as I search for more, I have to be contented with less. Then as plans come through, I will learn that God was the one who opened the doors to grant me the desires of my heart.

Sincerely, madly, truly. Sometimes I want so much, it's hard to give up. And I won't give up, but press on to the future I do not know of. I'm glad I've met a couple of like-minded godly brothers and sisters along the way. In their own ways, I've been inspired by just listening to their hearts. Their hearts on fire.

2007 seems like a busy year. I don't want to let busyness be a reason for distancing myself from the people who should matter more to me. Or be the reason I sometimes get back into my shell and crawl away. Or hide in my own little virtual world alone. It's easy to do that, but I won't. People have been sowing much into my life, so I would love to do the same for others:)

It's time to rise up and live :)