mimi: haha why??:) sorry i didnt talk to you on sunday..but will talk to you soon okay? busy studying up to easter break next friday!:) 3 tests next week, pray for me okay? love you my strong mummy:)))

kare: are you serious? that's good!!:) yeah go for it kare, God wants your heart of immediate obedience:)) haha what is facebook?? haha even my friendster is dying, how to get facebook hahaha:)

poi: poi poi!!! how are you? i wanted to ask you, have you heard of some Golden Key honour society before? it has Chapters in US..tell me if you've heard of it okay? how's everything?:) yeah, its getting colder..the weather's erratic=((

queen: haha good good..im also another discount queen;) dont worry..you'll find another hairband u'll love in no time i hope!:) go wear the hairband i gave you!:)

mel/queen: yar lar, she thinks she's our mummy hahaha. mel!! i hope ure doing sth cool for easter!! haha..queen's still acting as the 'poor girl' yeah? haha i think it'll be super funny!!:)) btw, go tag melvin's blog link on the left!!:) macci- ;) he thinks my blog is 'crazy' -_-
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I'm glad I talked to Jimmy and Sweet on Sunday. And some part of Mel's life coaching nuggets of wisdom helped ask the tough questions as well.

For one of the first times in my life, I finally know what I want. Over the years, I've realised that I have to really want something in order to succeed in it. Once I commit my heart and mind into it, I will see it through to the end.

PSLE was one of them, then dance ministry way back, then came softball, now the Casey worship team. I really put my heart into all of these, turning up for practices no matter how tired I would be and knowing that second best just wasn't good enough.

Looking ahead, I know it's not going to be easy, but hey.

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go" Joshua 1:9

It's staring at me everyday, along with Psalms 23 and my "I believe in miracles" precious moments slab.


"You have to ask yourself, what is it that you'll wake up every morning to, knowing that this is what you want to do."

"Char you sound like you want it, it's just how much you want it."
"I used to watch ER and start crying because I wanted to be one of them."

It's okay, because I was trying hard not to cry throughout the whole conversation.


Oceans Will Part- Hillsongs Mighty to Save

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hands

When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hands
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hands

Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done

Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hands

And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your ways
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hands
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hands